[ it's not only his world and friends that are endanger— but the friends here, who've had the same option as he has. do or die. ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i dont know there were a lot on the list.... i dont know if medical is big enough for everyone at once? if anything i could just get help if i need it and go back to the rover!
Me too, actually. It would be a lot harder doing this without people like you here.
[People like him generally - the crew, all stuck in the same boat (figuratively and literally) - but specifically. People who clearly care about others, are trying to make it all easier to bear.]
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
It's any time in 72 hours. They wouldn't have us all going over there at once. At least, I hope they wouldn't...
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
At least make sure somebody's with you, anyway. If I'd been on my own, things might have been a lot worse than they turned out...
A little while ago. I've had sleep, painkillers and force healing. I think they've all helped?
[The Force healing thing may or may not just be her wishing very hard for it to work. But it seemed like it did and Luke tried his damndest, and that's got to count for something.]
No, it's...actually, I don't know exactly what it is. The Force is some kind of...energy? Maybe? And some people can channel it to heal. ...If I could just force myself to heal, though, I would. even if that does sound pretty painful.
a type of energy from home can do that too where im from. its called a sun flame
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
it doesnt sound like it hurts? maybe you use up a lot of energy to do it or something..... all the times i got healed it just either felt warm or weird
I think the Force was supposed to jumpstart my system into doing the work itself? Maybe? To be honest, I didn't think about asking about the specifics at the time.
[Somehow, she doesn't think she'd get it if she did.]
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
'Sun flame' doesn't sound good either... Nothing sounds good when it makes you think about the sun setting fire to something. [And she's been in places where it did something just that.] What is it?
ah its just a name though!! its energy that looks like fire yellow fire but it doesnt hurt at all
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i was afraid too when my friend tried to heal a cut i had.... it 'activates' things like the real sun. like muscles and such? where it can make you stronger or heal
i dont really blame you? whenever i try explaining it it never really sounds all that simple... its so crazy even i dont understand it sometimes
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
but think of it like.... the energy inside you the thing that always makes you keep going your resolve, except its something you can see and use thats the dying will flame
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
its just called a flame because thats what it looks like, when its out and "sun" or any other weather thing because its supposed to be like what it represents somehow
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thats part of why it keeps me going
[ it's not only his world and friends that are endanger— but the friends here, who've had the same option as he has. do or die. ]
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i dont know
there were a lot on the list....
i dont know if medical is big enough for everyone at once?
if anything i could just get help if i need it and go back to the rover!
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Me too, actually. It would be a lot harder doing this without people like you here.
[People like him generally - the crew, all stuck in the same boat (figuratively and literally) - but specifically. People who clearly care about others, are trying to make it all easier to bear.]
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
It's any time in 72 hours. They wouldn't have us all going over there at once. At least, I hope they wouldn't...
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
At least make sure somebody's with you, anyway. If I'd been on my own, things might have been a lot worse than they turned out...
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FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
im glad miss talizora
im.... glad i have you guys too
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
you already...?
your in better shape at least??
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A little while ago.
I've had sleep, painkillers and force healing. I think they've all helped?
[The Force healing thing may or may not just be her wishing very hard for it to work. But it seemed like it did and Luke tried his damndest, and that's got to count for something.]
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force healing..? like forcing yourself to heal?
that's not going to push you is it?
[ worries into oblivion goodbye ]
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No, it's...actually, I don't know exactly what it is. The Force is some kind of...energy? Maybe? And some people can channel it to heal.
...If I could just force myself to heal, though, I would. even if that does sound pretty painful.
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oh
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
a type of energy from home can do that too where im from. its called a sun flame
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
it doesnt sound like it hurts?
maybe you use up a lot of energy to do it or something.....
all the times i got healed it just either felt warm or weird
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I think the Force was supposed to jumpstart my system into doing the work itself? Maybe?
To be honest, I didn't think about asking about the specifics at the time.
[Somehow, she doesn't think she'd get it if she did.]
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
'Sun flame' doesn't sound good either... Nothing sounds good when it makes you think about the sun setting fire to something. [And she's been in places where it did something just that.] What is it?
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i dont think i blame you...
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
ah its just a name though!!
its energy that looks like fire
yellow fire
but it doesnt hurt at all
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
i was afraid too when my friend tried to heal a cut i had....
it 'activates' things like the real sun. like muscles and such? where it can make you stronger or heal
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Glad to hear that...
FROM: vasneema.talizorah@cdc.org
Things like the real sun? Not sure I follow.
Sorry, I'm still new to this whole magic thing. Not much of it makes sense.
[Maybe her problem is trying too hard to make it make sense.]
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i dont really blame you? whenever i try explaining it it never really sounds all that simple...
its so crazy even i dont understand it sometimes
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
but think of it like.... the energy inside you
the thing that always makes you keep going
your resolve, except its something you can see and use
thats the dying will flame
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
its just called a flame because thats what it looks like, when its out
and "sun" or any other weather thing because its supposed to be like what it represents somehow
FROM: sawada.tsunayoshi@cdc.org
do you know hibari?